i am light

and i have seen it.
oh.
oh.
oh.

it is a light that burns. burns burns burns.
but i would gladly drown in it if-

no. no. no.
not anymore. no.


i

i know
i know
i know

and yet

i can't stop being scared.

and perhaps that is why i know.

and it hurts.
but there's nothing i'd welcome more.

for every little bit that hurts there is this light
shining over it all

so in the end

oh.

it's exactly what i wrote about.

a love that is kind of like a sun so bright that
the shadows are pitch black.
and yet, there is light everywhere, even in the shadows.

so actually, they don't even matter.

and what i wrote before, about the shadows being safe. that... the light was dangerous.
it is all coming full circle. that was how it was.
this is what it is.

and it will be what it will be.