so many perspectives.
so many viewpoints.
a mind at war
with its own thoughts
no, not at war,
waking up.
to a sun-drenched spring
again.
first steps on snow-free pavement
a freshness in the air
so i found out i'm introverted
as if i didn't really know it
already.
how am i supposed to walk
forward into
i don't know.
i don't know anything so i
watch zombie tv-series
to imagine what it might feel like
to not even need to care to know
these things
these perspectives
at war with zombies
instead of thoughts
abstract monsters vs. concrete.
trust is trying to build up
and negativity and arrogance is
poison.
how can you say that you know what i should do
when you met me five minutes
ago.
and me - how can i say
what i'll do when i feel like i only want to
play fallout 3.
